One simple sentence that i want to hear
....
Sometimes i feel dissatisfied with all i have
Despite what i have done
There are a lot of things that i want to do with you
But there are so many distance between us
Time that will never tell
My voice that seems not reaching you
My feelings that cant be contained again
and your ignorance
Do you know that sometimes i cry in my sleep
Wanting that everyone already have
Meeting you more often
Feel your affection more often
Spending time with you more often
Hug you more often
I want to cry with you
I want to laugh with you
I want to kiss you in the rain
I want to make our eternal promise with you
I want to live with you
Do you know that its only our feeling that ties us together ?
There are so many vagueness in our future
Once its gone, its done
We might be not see each other face again
Problems , and distance will separate us
Its become too paranoid for me
Every seconds my head always full of this
This thoughts, this worries, and you
If i said,' im okay', or 'its only works', i am lying
There is no such thing since beginning
There is only you
Maybe im too melancholic
Maybe im too moody right now
But im weak right now
I really need your cheers
i need your power
I say this one more time
I need you
I really really need you
and please tell me that you need me too
Its the only sentence i want to hear
One sentence that ive waiting for
Don't be shy
I will be waiting in this rain
Waiting for you to come
Bring me the umbrella
and Hug me tightly
Yiruma - Kiss in the rain
Thursday, June 2, 2011
Sunday, May 22, 2011
PISSED OFF
Well.. Today I believed that everything that i have never last too long in perfect conditions despite efforts that i have put to protect it, lets sort it out :
1. My first PC : started to jamming and sometimes shut down by itself in 2 years
2. My laptop , Macbook : Buy protection case, which ended scratching the surface of the laptop, and in one moment tossing it up to 1 meter , and crash into granite floor
3. My first SLR , D80 : Back from over seas vacation, just realize that it has 2 deadpixels because of over frozen temperature
4. My first pocket camera, LX3 : stolen TODAY
5. My Xbox : scratched its body plate, got 2 white strips on it
6. My Iphone : Got hardware error because accidentally put it together with Blackberry's magnet case : fixed, Silent button came off after 3 years using
7. My Blackberry : Drowned in closet : fixed
8. My iMac : the magic mouse seems rusty because of my acid sweat, despite every protection ( Bantex mousepad, cover ) i used
9. My Autowatch : the accesory fall off after 4 months using, Rusty because my acid sweat, change the rubber 4 times
10. My swatch Watch : scratched when i want to take finished order in factory, fell off from my wrist , and the stop watch function is not function properly anymore : 6 months
11. my NDS : got scratched by screwdriver when i try to put protection case
12. my PSP : fell off from 1.7 meters height, the protector case broken, got a little dent at the edge
13. my fav jacket : something tear off its hoddie , TWICE , and i f*ckin dont know whats tearing it
14. my fav bag : STOLEN TODAY
15. my Car : Have one effin bad day, not parking at usual place at work, one of the tires got stuck on sewer, scratch its left spoiler, the insurance finished that day.
16. my Mother's Car : Used it today, Park in front of my client's house, got breached at its right window,smashed into pieces, without any insurance
17. my fav Headset : Something has cut its internal wire, make its left headset malfunctioning
18. My LCD : Bought it last 2 months, NEW . Suddenly there is some power malfunction , make it always shutdown by itself randomly when im playing
..those things happened in 4 years span
...
..
.
FML
Today i feel effin pissed , and i want to shout, and beat up that thieve who stolen my fav bag to death with my bare hand.
IM GONNA KILL YOU !!!!!!!!
1. My first PC : started to jamming and sometimes shut down by itself in 2 years
2. My laptop , Macbook : Buy protection case, which ended scratching the surface of the laptop, and in one moment tossing it up to 1 meter , and crash into granite floor
3. My first SLR , D80 : Back from over seas vacation, just realize that it has 2 deadpixels because of over frozen temperature
4. My first pocket camera, LX3 : stolen TODAY
5. My Xbox : scratched its body plate, got 2 white strips on it
6. My Iphone : Got hardware error because accidentally put it together with Blackberry's magnet case : fixed, Silent button came off after 3 years using
7. My Blackberry : Drowned in closet : fixed
8. My iMac : the magic mouse seems rusty because of my acid sweat, despite every protection ( Bantex mousepad, cover ) i used
9. My Autowatch : the accesory fall off after 4 months using, Rusty because my acid sweat, change the rubber 4 times
10. My swatch Watch : scratched when i want to take finished order in factory, fell off from my wrist , and the stop watch function is not function properly anymore : 6 months
11. my NDS : got scratched by screwdriver when i try to put protection case
12. my PSP : fell off from 1.7 meters height, the protector case broken, got a little dent at the edge
13. my fav jacket : something tear off its hoddie , TWICE , and i f*ckin dont know whats tearing it
14. my fav bag : STOLEN TODAY
15. my Car : Have one effin bad day, not parking at usual place at work, one of the tires got stuck on sewer, scratch its left spoiler, the insurance finished that day.
16. my Mother's Car : Used it today, Park in front of my client's house, got breached at its right window,smashed into pieces, without any insurance
17. my fav Headset : Something has cut its internal wire, make its left headset malfunctioning
18. My LCD : Bought it last 2 months, NEW . Suddenly there is some power malfunction , make it always shutdown by itself randomly when im playing
..those things happened in 4 years span
...
..
.
FML
Today i feel effin pissed , and i want to shout, and beat up that thieve who stolen my fav bag to death with my bare hand.
IM GONNA KILL YOU !!!!!!!!
Sunday, March 27, 2011
The Goal just get bigger
The goal of my life and purpose of my life just getting bigger yesterday.
The time frame getting shorter, the risk is getting bigger, and the future getting blurrier.
Sometimes i lost my mind thinking of what i should do, and why the time can't get faster.
Because only time that could solve this problem
But forget all the details, and lets run!
See that goal, run faster, run braver!
Work harder, put that goal in your head day and night.
I have done my best, and its all up to my God now.
Because i know that God will give His way, and i believe its the best for me :)
The time frame getting shorter, the risk is getting bigger, and the future getting blurrier.
Sometimes i lost my mind thinking of what i should do, and why the time can't get faster.
Because only time that could solve this problem
But forget all the details, and lets run!
See that goal, run faster, run braver!
Work harder, put that goal in your head day and night.
I have done my best, and its all up to my God now.
Because i know that God will give His way, and i believe its the best for me :)
Thursday, March 17, 2011
Thursday, March 3, 2011
Half Year
Its been half year since i updated my blog, and here is the update.
These days i become so busy ,and last week i became 23 years old.
I become matured in one way, but still childish in some way, thats what im feeling these days. The responsibility become harder in my shoulder, and there is no time for myself. I still want to enjoy playing games , playing with my friends, wake up at 10am, spoiled, and so on.But im 23 years old now, i have target and goal to fulfill , and some dream to pursued. Well, may be you could say im whining right now, and yes, sometimes im not so powerful as people see.
Im a type of person who see world from my heart , not from my logic. People say that is how woman see world, woman thinks with their feeling , while man thinks with their logic. But i like to think that way. Sometimes you could see what most people could not see, feel what people feel. Specially because im become melancholic these days. In some part that ability become useful when you dealing with people, but become troublesome when you dealing with some problems. You will 'think' it over and over again nonstop. Feel paranoid, worried endlessly , and it will stop once you know its over and solved.
People say it happens because when you think with your logic, it wont really haunts you because sometimes your brain sleeps when you rest, but hearts keep beating , and those thinking & feeling will keep coming to you. These days i hard to sleep, thanks to that.
The hardest part is when you have to do what you know that it will hurt your feelings, because im thinking with it, and i hate sacrifices, because it means you have to lose what you hold for so long. Friends, Time , Relationship, and so on. These days i start losing them. What i can do is choose the option that i have think repeatedly , believe it was the right choice , bit my lips , and pray that it is really the best option. I have to show and convince people that im strong, because there is colleagues and people i have to lead and guide.
Believe me, sometime is not easy to be me.
Well, enough for the whining thing, i still have ton of works to do, lol
As for what im doing right now, right now im opening interactive studio and clothing line in Bandung. Its 'Rakun interactive studio' and 'The lucky clovers' clothing line. I partnered with some of my friends to run these two newborn company, which makes me think like business man these days, and i like it :)
Please see and visit our websites !
These days i become so busy ,and last week i became 23 years old.
I become matured in one way, but still childish in some way, thats what im feeling these days. The responsibility become harder in my shoulder, and there is no time for myself. I still want to enjoy playing games , playing with my friends, wake up at 10am, spoiled, and so on.But im 23 years old now, i have target and goal to fulfill , and some dream to pursued. Well, may be you could say im whining right now, and yes, sometimes im not so powerful as people see.
Im a type of person who see world from my heart , not from my logic. People say that is how woman see world, woman thinks with their feeling , while man thinks with their logic. But i like to think that way. Sometimes you could see what most people could not see, feel what people feel. Specially because im become melancholic these days. In some part that ability become useful when you dealing with people, but become troublesome when you dealing with some problems. You will 'think' it over and over again nonstop. Feel paranoid, worried endlessly , and it will stop once you know its over and solved.
People say it happens because when you think with your logic, it wont really haunts you because sometimes your brain sleeps when you rest, but hearts keep beating , and those thinking & feeling will keep coming to you. These days i hard to sleep, thanks to that.
The hardest part is when you have to do what you know that it will hurt your feelings, because im thinking with it, and i hate sacrifices, because it means you have to lose what you hold for so long. Friends, Time , Relationship, and so on. These days i start losing them. What i can do is choose the option that i have think repeatedly , believe it was the right choice , bit my lips , and pray that it is really the best option. I have to show and convince people that im strong, because there is colleagues and people i have to lead and guide.
Believe me, sometime is not easy to be me.
Well, enough for the whining thing, i still have ton of works to do, lol
As for what im doing right now, right now im opening interactive studio and clothing line in Bandung. Its 'Rakun interactive studio' and 'The lucky clovers' clothing line. I partnered with some of my friends to run these two newborn company, which makes me think like business man these days, and i like it :)
Please see and visit our websites !
Wednesday, December 1, 2010
My Fav Quotes
Hmm, got really busy these days, and in the middle of my works, sometimes good quotes jump out from my mind, and i think its really a waste if its not written somewhere, so i write it here.
"Dreams are not meant to be dreamed , it meant to be pursued"
"Dreams are meant to be shared, because thats why its worthed"
"Time is money , IF you use it for money. it can be used for something else, such friendship, love , and other priceless things"
"Sometimes work hard is not enough, you have to Work hard, work smart, and work with your heart"
"Have a strong heart, great efforts , good will , love , and faith, and world is yours"
"If you got something, try to break it into pieces first and give it to someone else, because giving is sure will pay you back forth fold"
"Always be serious and give your best to every of your work, because the client is one, but the viewers are many"
"I prefer make something small into big, than big into bigger"
"Don't set your goals only for yourself, because you will perform better if you do something for someone else"
"Prayer is the strongest power in the world, second is love"
"Always try to work with someone else, because teamwork perform much better forth fold "
"Listen, Think, Speak then Do"
" Be Freaky , weird, and do it GOOD. People will like it"
" Get organized, schedule it"
"Don't do what you like, do something else, explore it , like it, and do the others. Get evolved"
"When you walk, just remember that you are not walking alone. There are always someone, who will support you , giving you problems , and work together with you"
"Dreams are not meant to be dreamed , it meant to be pursued"
"Dreams are meant to be shared, because thats why its worthed"
"Time is money , IF you use it for money. it can be used for something else, such friendship, love , and other priceless things"
"Sometimes work hard is not enough, you have to Work hard, work smart, and work with your heart"
"Have a strong heart, great efforts , good will , love , and faith, and world is yours"
"If you got something, try to break it into pieces first and give it to someone else, because giving is sure will pay you back forth fold"
"Always be serious and give your best to every of your work, because the client is one, but the viewers are many"
"I prefer make something small into big, than big into bigger"
"Don't set your goals only for yourself, because you will perform better if you do something for someone else"
"Prayer is the strongest power in the world, second is love"
"Always try to work with someone else, because teamwork perform much better forth fold "
"Listen, Think, Speak then Do"
" Be Freaky , weird, and do it GOOD. People will like it"
" Get organized, schedule it"
"Don't do what you like, do something else, explore it , like it, and do the others. Get evolved"
"When you walk, just remember that you are not walking alone. There are always someone, who will support you , giving you problems , and work together with you"
Thursday, September 30, 2010
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